Bittersweet.

Today my family took my oldest brother to the MTC.
I'm bummed out that he wont be here for two years, especially because he is the only brother I actually get along with...
But I really did enjoy his company..
and I never really let him know how much he means to me.
I wanted to, but the words didn't come out.
All I could do was cry when he gave me his last hug before leaving.
:/

But at the same time, I am SO jealous he gets to go to New Zealand and escape America for awhile.
I know he'll do a good job. He usually does no matter what it is that he does.

Now, I'm off to work.
Hopefully it's a laid back day.
I've had my share of emotions for the day.